January 2010
2 posts
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December 2009
2 posts
True Love Family
This is what I want my family to be like.
Watchamazing.
November 2009
5 posts
“Don’t ask me why I’m crying
I’m not going to tell you...”
– Ani Difranco
“I am not an angry girl
but it seems like I’ve got everyone fooled
but...”
– Ani Difranco
Salinger
Boy, when you’re dead, they really fix you up. I hope to hell when I do die somebody has sense enough to just dump me in the river or something. Anything except sticking me in a goddam cemetery. People coming and putting a bunch of flowers on your stomach on Sunday, and all that crap. Who wants flowers when you’re dead? Nobody.
Lazy Sunday
I woke up very groggy and I’m moving pretty slow today. I got some more journaling done, and I was drawing caricatures of Atticus Finch when I realized that I want to spend my day cooking something exorbitantly garnished for dinner and then present it to someone. Who wants to come over for a fancy-pants dinner?
I was thinking tacos with cholula. I will always trust anything that comes in a...
October 2009
11 posts
school
School starts in half an hour.
I’m not sure if I really feel like going today. I didn’t get much sleep last night. I was up all night thinking about life, and I’ve never been more confused. I feel like I’m wasting my time in school because I don’t even know what I want to do with life, but I guess the logical thing would be to go to class and actually learn...
Barcelona
Speaking of Woody Allen, I recently watched his 2008 movie “Vicky Christina Barcelona”. I must say, it opened my eyes to the allure of threesome relationships. They made it appear very healthy and balanced, and now I might have an interest in experimenting with that. I think in my case, instead of having a girlfriend and a boyfriend, I’d just like two gay boyfriends and we can...
“To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer; not to love is to suffer; to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy, then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be happy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness.”
— Woody Allen
Red Tuesday
I woke up in a fog not knowing exactly what to do with my day, and I thought I’d get some journaling done. I’ve been meaning to do some more journaling, and I just made this leather booklet with some handmade (I guess, acid-free) parchment and I want to scribble on it with my new calligraphy pens. Oh, I took some pictures of my bike because it’s going to be too cold to ride it...
Sometimes I reflect on whether it was really the right decision to drop out of high school. I’m just feeling sort of lost and I don’t really know where my life is going to go, we’re all like lost little ducklings, without our mother gooses. I feel like when I was a child, and I was playing dominos. It’s like someone had lined them all up for me, and I just knocked them...
I need a job :(
I was lying on my back looking at my glow-in-the-dark stars pasted to my walls and realized that unless my mom can find it for sale from maybe her friend’s art studio, that I will have to get a job in order to afford that new camera. These are the places I’ve been thinking of applying:
Value World
Salvation Army
Zingermans
Any used bookstore downtown as long as it’s family...
Andrew Bird Flies Free
If you come to find me affable And build a replica for me Would the idea to you be laughable Of a pale facsimile So will you come to burn an effigy It should keep the flies away And when you long to burn this effigy It should be of the hours that slip away Slip away It could be you It could be me Working the door Drinking for free Carrying on with your conspiracies Filling the room with a sense of...
